Officially giving up and cutting off any delusions i had i am now free and settling with the fact that 1) i deserve a whole lot fucking better to say the least 2) all those people are all just fucking assholes
"I guess the best way to put it is I easily look past things I don’t favor because you’re more than worth it. No relationship is perfect and nobody can actually like every single facet of another person because humans by nature are dynamic and imperfect and so on. All i need to know is I love you, any other problems don’t matter for that reason. You have things you dislike about me, of course. I cant get too upset over these things though because I love you and need you and all these little faults are so minuscule when put next to the bond we share. Relationships that shouldn’t have started in the first place end because of the little fights and little dislikes of imperfections but REAL relationships like ours easily get past those things. Its so easy yet its so hard to be in love, whoever said this would be easy? It is easy though, to relax in the warmth that is our loving bond and just bask in the love & happiness"
FUCK HIM DUDE. Don't waste anymore time or thought on someone who treated you so badly. I know it's hard but you'll get through it. xx
its so hard to care about and love someone so much who doesn’t give a shit about you like just doesnt care what you do or even like you or consider you so yeah fuck him is right and I’m trying its just super overwhelming every day with the good memories and all this disgusting betrayal and much much more :( but i really do appreciate all these messages so that was awesome of you thanks